Hope can get my 1st full time job

Is a boring day

I never tell my parents I start graduated 

I have my reason

Sometime I'm thinking

If I tell them I was graduated 

What they think of me?

I dislike stay at home 

Maybe my mum will scold me

Maybe only (I'm not sure)

I don't want stay at home whole day

If she know I was graduated 

Maybe she not allow me out everyday

Sigh...

I know i think too much 

This Friday night 

One of my friend is celebrate birthday at luna bar

He's invite many people join his big day party

This guy is damn rich

We worked Event together before

I think he invite almost 60++ included me

Inside his group of friends I just know 7 or 8 peoples 

Honestly

I never join big party b4

Is scarely

Today I was received 3 Job call

1is from segi college, 2 is from aeon and 3 is from Sony company

This Friday I need to go 3 different of place for interview

Tension 

DOn't know how about the salary they given

Hope I can successful and can get my full time 1st job

Long time I didn't sing k

Tomorrow can sing gao gao loo...

See you there... 

Need a full time job...

Finally finished my exam
But I can't tell my parents
I already finished my diploma level
This not means I need to lie them
I just hope I can find a full time job
Then Only tell them I can come out work already
And I'm not a smaller girl
I can come out earn money and i can give some money for my mummy
And I can treat my parents dinner or what if I am working.

I don't know what I can do in this week
So, tomorrow I hang out with 1 of my classmate watch movie at pavillion
I'm so excited watch that new movie (resident evil)
Actually this movie
Plan wan to ask calvin
He wait me date him
just now he is saying to me
But
I think maybe I can't watch with him in this month
Because I maybe have work as part time at Watson
I'm poor now
No enough money to spend

I hope everyday also is a good day
And bring lucky for me
My life...

Good night all...

Disappointed...

These few day sleep not well

Because of you

Make me insomnia 

I don't know how to help you

Because is a big amount

In my mind, 

You are my good brother

Why suddenly you will change another person?

In that time,

I'm so disappointed

And I can't tell other people

I was very hard and sad, 

Did you know?

I know these few days you also afraid and sleep not well 

Finally,

My brother courage tell my daddy 

Because only my daddy can helped him

Sigh... 

I really don't know how to say him