Training & No $$$

我还以为要positive thinking就能把这份工作做好

原来是不能的

Training了第四天终于知道自己不喜欢

很有压力

我明白你所讲的东西

每份工都有他的压力

可是你并不明白我的内心想什么

When我开始training

我的心就很紧张

回到家又要收拾家里

家人又吵吵吵

我真的不懂要怎么办
前两天还失眠

你都知道我的事情很少会跟家人说 (我是不要让家人担心)

(连自己毕业都不敢说)

自己又累

又要想很多那些training的东西

还没进到去就这样累了

今天家人还以为我去做工

其实我并不是

终于试过自己一个人去唱k

也蛮不错的

喜欢唱什么就点什么歌

但是when我到家

妈咪问我做工做到怎样

我还是和她说了

我下星期一在Segi做工

最后什么都和她说了

Haiz... 我的四天薪水没了啦

我觉得他们并不会出薪水给我的

因为是我自己要走的

他们的contract就是要before七天通知才能辞职

Haiz yaa... 

那碗snowflake 和 那条辣椒

弄到我肚子一直发出声音@感觉到肚子热热

要去吃药💊了

Good night...

My life today...

每当看见他的新消息
心里就有点不舒服
有想过要Block 掉他
不想再看到他Post出来有多亲密的照片
搞到自己又Emo了

其实我不懂是真的还是假的
虽然我们什么话题都能说
但是我想我们保持一点距离比较好
因为我不想大家做出错的决定

我长大了
我要准备找工赚钱养家了
可是却为了找工而烦恼
却不懂什么和那份行业适合我
我是找到的
现在只等电话
等他们来call 我

这几天
一面等电话
一面接part time 的job
刚刚又接到一份3天工作
她说可以尽快下星期出薪水给我
因为我很急钱用
谢谢啦

接多这三天工
收录又接近RM1K出了
加油加油。。。

Hope can get my 1st full time job

Is a boring day

I never tell my parents I start graduated 

I have my reason

Sometime I'm thinking

If I tell them I was graduated 

What they think of me?

I dislike stay at home 

Maybe my mum will scold me

Maybe only (I'm not sure)

I don't want stay at home whole day

If she know I was graduated 

Maybe she not allow me out everyday

Sigh...

I know i think too much 

This Friday night 

One of my friend is celebrate birthday at luna bar

He's invite many people join his big day party

This guy is damn rich

We worked Event together before

I think he invite almost 60++ included me

Inside his group of friends I just know 7 or 8 peoples 

Honestly

I never join big party b4

Is scarely

Today I was received 3 Job call

1is from segi college, 2 is from aeon and 3 is from Sony company

This Friday I need to go 3 different of place for interview

Tension 

DOn't know how about the salary they given

Hope I can successful and can get my full time 1st job

Long time I didn't sing k

Tomorrow can sing gao gao loo...

See you there... 

Need a full time job...

Finally finished my exam
But I can't tell my parents
I already finished my diploma level
This not means I need to lie them
I just hope I can find a full time job
Then Only tell them I can come out work already
And I'm not a smaller girl
I can come out earn money and i can give some money for my mummy
And I can treat my parents dinner or what if I am working.

I don't know what I can do in this week
So, tomorrow I hang out with 1 of my classmate watch movie at pavillion
I'm so excited watch that new movie (resident evil)
Actually this movie
Plan wan to ask calvin
He wait me date him
just now he is saying to me
But
I think maybe I can't watch with him in this month
Because I maybe have work as part time at Watson
I'm poor now
No enough money to spend

I hope everyday also is a good day
And bring lucky for me
My life...

Good night all...

Disappointed...

These few day sleep not well

Because of you

Make me insomnia 

I don't know how to help you

Because is a big amount

In my mind, 

You are my good brother

Why suddenly you will change another person?

In that time,

I'm so disappointed

And I can't tell other people

I was very hard and sad, 

Did you know?

I know these few days you also afraid and sleep not well 

Finally,

My brother courage tell my daddy 

Because only my daddy can helped him

Sigh... 

I really don't know how to say him

Poor me...

05/08/12

Sunday mood

I thought shopping alone on that day...

But suddenly received my dear Nicole talk box

So, that day I was shopping with her...

We are long time never come out shopping and lunch...

I was so enjoy with her.

And I was spend around RM300 for my skin care products.

Laneige Sleeping Mask

SASA Mask, Cosmetic, Hair oil and more...

So poor me now...

I am not willing to buy a lot of things...

Cos my bank account become less and less... 心痛

And I need start think my future and save some money in my bank account,..

And always remind myself do not waste more money for my clothes and skin care...

I know I like spend money to buy what I like...

Especially clothes... 

When I come out shopping 

must buy 1 time for myself

If not, I will unhappy and feeling down

And will also think 

Why I waste a lot of time? Why I can't buy what I need...

My mum often said me 

Need to buy 1 more new Wardrobe for me jor...

Haha...

Show you this latest photo:

Lazy mood...

今天在WE CHAT 认识了一位男生
第一次用这个APPS跟不认识的人聊天
可是那只是普通的聊

惨了，
不懂得那开始
还有三份ASSIGNMENTS要这星期和下星期交
很怕赶不急
所以明天打算一个人到学校做完一份也好

感觉胃有点不舒服
涨涨这样

本来今晚会和DENNIS去看BATMAN的
我们已经说好的
从星期六说到今天的星期一
都没看
我看现在不要找他了
如果我真的不能的话
这算不算我放他飞机呢？

我一想到我的ASSIGNMENTS
我就头痛了
你看现在的我
明明现在我是得空的
可是我还是不想动它
所以我趁明天到学校才做
希望我能够把他们一个一个的完成